I hate being sick. 
For the past week I was down with the flu and I wanted to die. I’ll be the first to admit that I’m always a crybaby for sickness but it had never gotten as bad as this sickness did. I had fevers all night and day that reached up to 103 degrees and half of the time i was a lone with no one to take care of me. Until this weekend my boyfriend was able to come over and he was here Saturday and Sunday being my nurse. 
Oh gosh I am lucky. He was like my angel. Took care of me, and made me forget my sickness. I think that his being here accelerated my path to well being. We were actually talking about marriage and I think we both have the same plans for the relationship. We’ll get engaged during college and when he graduates, he’ll graduate a year after I do, we’ll get married. 
Last night my parents, my boyfriend, and I went to go watch The Dark Knight. It was by far the best movie I’ve seen this summer! My parents decided to watch Step-Brothers instead of The Dark Knight since they’re more comedy oriented but my boyfriend and I will be going with his mom and his brother to watch Step-Brothers this weekend I think. Also tax-free weekend is this weekend so first the lover and I will go with my mom to the outlet shops. hehe We’ve been spending so much time together it’s crazy. And I just keep wanting to spend more and more time with him before I leave which is in 8 days.
Oh for those of you who knew about my work problems, or not, I am not working anymore! My last day was supposed to be Friday but the girl who does the schedules only gave me one day this week so me being a bit upset I called in and said I wouldn’t make it because I’m still sick. Oh well. I was working at McDonalds for 2 years already. About time I quit. I must say though that I will probably go back next summer. It’s an okay job if you want extra cash.
So I found out at the doctors that I lost 15 pounds! I was in shock. Now I’m jumping around to go visit my coach and make fun of him for telling me I’d gain weight if I wasn’t playing Tennis this summer. I miss the sport though. I realized that it doesn’t matter what I do anymore- I’m a competitor. I want to be the best at what I do and I want to be better than others around me. Tennis brought out the fire in me and I can’t believe I didn’t realize it until now. So now I know why every time I wanted to give up Tennis because of my asthma or because I couldn’t get my stroke right I couldn’t bring myself to leave the sport.
I feel like I’m sounding somehow like someone who has just be enlightened or something. This is something different for me hehe I just feel very lucky to have the life I have. Krissa mentioned in a comment on my last post “how can your life be so good? and you’re 18!”. Well I really thought about that and I can’t believe it either! take care you guys
