I hate being sick. :dead: For the past week I was down with the flu and I wanted to die. I’ll be the first to admit that I’m always a crybaby for sickness but it had never gotten as bad as this sickness did. I had fevers all night and day that reached up to 103 degrees and half of the time i was a lone with no one to take care of me. Until this weekend my boyfriend was able to come over and he was here Saturday and Sunday being my nurse. :couple: Oh gosh I am lucky. He was like my angel. Took care of me, and made me forget my sickness. I think that his being here accelerated my path to well being.  We were actually talking about marriage and I think we both have the same plans for the relationship. We’ll get engaged during college and when he graduates, he’ll graduate a year after I do, we’ll get married. :kissy:

Last night my parents, my boyfriend, and I went to go watch The Dark Knight. It was by far the best movie I’ve seen this summer! My parents decided to watch Step-Brothers instead of The Dark Knight since they’re more comedy oriented but my boyfriend and I will be going with his mom and his brother to watch Step-Brothers this weekend I think. Also tax-free weekend is this weekend so first the lover and I will go with my mom to the outlet shops. hehe We’ve been spending so much time together it’s crazy.  And I just keep wanting to spend more and more time with him before I leave which is in 8 days.

Oh for those of you who knew about my work problems, or not, I am not working anymore! My last day was supposed to be Friday but the girl who does the schedules only gave me one day this week so me being a bit upset I called in and said I wouldn’t make it because I’m still sick. Oh well. I was working at McDonalds for 2 years already. About time I quit. I must say though that I will probably go back next summer. It’s an okay job if you want extra cash.

So I found out at the doctors that I lost 15 pounds! I was in shock. Now I’m jumping around to go visit my coach and make fun of him for telling me I’d gain weight if I wasn’t playing Tennis this summer.  I miss the sport though. I realized that it doesn’t matter what I do anymore- I’m a competitor. I want to be the best at what I do and I want to be better than others around me.  Tennis brought out the fire in me and I can’t believe I didn’t realize it until now. So now I know why every time I wanted to give up Tennis because of my asthma or because I couldn’t get my stroke right I couldn’t bring myself to leave the sport.

I feel like I’m sounding somehow like someone who has just be enlightened or something. This is something different for me hehe I just feel very lucky to have the life I have.  Krissa mentioned in a comment on my last post “how can your life be so good? and you’re 18!”.  Well I really thought about that and I can’t believe it either!   take care you guys