Has anyone seen the new Black Berry Bold? I’ve been waiting for it for months now! And finally AT&T has it. hehehe If everything goes well I’ll be getting it sometimes later this month. If not, well it’ll be my Christmas Present!

My boyfriend and I had broken up for a while but now we’re back together and hopefully this time will be better than before. It’s so difficult to continue a relationship when you’re about 600 miles away from each other. Then next year when he begins college I’m pretty sure he won’t be going to UT like me. He’s thinking about A&M or UT San Antonio because they have the program that he’s looking for over there. It might be selfish but I would rather have him come here. Then again sometimes I think it might be too much of a distraction for us to be here together. Wherever he goes, I’m sure we’ll be able to make the relationship work if we both work for it.

Well I’m off to study! I’ll make sure to update the content more frequently.

My classes are pretty interesting so far. I’m learning how to code in Java so it’s challenging but fun at the same time. Yesterday there was a career fair and I volunteered to help companies come and set up their booths. I have one comment about it- WOAH! Most of the companies, and there were about 150, were interested in Computer Science students. I couldn’t believe there was such a high demand for us. hehe Now I feel a bit more secure about finding a job in the future.

I wish I could have blogged more but theres stuff to do, and my good ol’ bed to see! Good night everyone!

This weekend my parents and my boyfriend are coming! I’m so excited to see them all. hehe I already missed them. I still need a lot of things for my dorm, the most important one of all being FOOD. I wish I could cook myself breakfast but there are no kitchens here. Well there’s one but you have to have your own cooking materials so no. I don’t think I’ll be gaining too much weight from the food here though. I just need to watch what I eat more.

I hear that some of my friend that went to A&M have been partying a lot and one of them has become somewhat of an alcoholic. Hopefully our other friends that are there can help him.  I don’t want anything bad to happen to him. I told my coach to talk to my other friends who are they because I think they’ll listen to him more. I don’t know. It never clicked into my mind that my friend would end up that way.

On a happier note- I love the squirrels. There are so many squirrels here on campus that every time i’m walking outside I see at least 5. lol They’re so cute that they distract me. hehe Well I’m off guys I promise not to take so long to post next time and with more interesting things.. bye!

My parents and my boyfriend came to drop me off and help me move. So there was a lot of shopping done so i could get stuff for my dorm.  I haven’t decorated at all but I’m waiting for my parents to transfer money to my bank account. hehe  I spent my last week at home with my boyfriend just about every single day. I loved it. Except we had arguments about certain things but at the end (Thursday) I learned something that totally caught me off guard. Now I feel so sure of my future with him and I trust him more than ever.  It’s amazing.   Also since we stayed in a hotel yesterday my parents actually allowed us to sleep together! lol It sounds weird but usually on vacations he shares the bed with my dad and I share with my mom.  That’s kind of the way they were brought up by their parents so yeah. But amazingly enough I shared a bed with my boyfriend last night. We were both very surprised to say the least!

It was so hard to say bye to my parents. My mom was crying and my dad was trying not to but for some reason I didn’t have the need to cry until I had to say bye to my boyfriend.  I mean my parents I’ll be able to call ALL the time. They’ll come visit me often but my boyfriend- i won’t get to talk to him as much and I’m used to being with him almost every day of the week.  I can’t believe I’m out though! Time passed so fast and now I’m a college freshman.

I still haven’t met my roommate in person but I think she’ll be coming back to the room later today. I’m excited to meet her. I just want to make new friends already. lol I’m stuck in my room because I don’t know where the other kids from my school are at so yeah…

well I’m off I’ll see if I can find something to do for now. Maybe go work out or something? Bye guys!

Last night my parents, my boyfriend, and I went to go watch The Dark Knight. It was by far the best movie I’ve seen this summer! My parents decided to watch Step-Brothers instead of The Dark Knight since they’re more comedy oriented but my boyfriend and I will be going with his mom and his brother to watch Step-Brothers this weekend I think. Also tax-free weekend is this weekend so first the lover and I will go with my mom to the outlet shops. hehe We’ve been spending so much time together it’s crazy.  And I just keep wanting to spend more and more time with him before I leave which is in 8 days.

Oh for those of you who knew about my work problems, or not, I am not working anymore! My last day was supposed to be Friday but the girl who does the schedules only gave me one day this week so me being a bit upset I called in and said I wouldn’t make it because I’m still sick. Oh well. I was working at McDonalds for 2 years already. About time I quit. I must say though that I will probably go back next summer. It’s an okay job if you want extra cash.

So I found out at the doctors that I lost 15 pounds! I was in shock. Now I’m jumping around to go visit my coach and make fun of him for telling me I’d gain weight if I wasn’t playing Tennis this summer.  I miss the sport though. I realized that it doesn’t matter what I do anymore- I’m a competitor. I want to be the best at what I do and I want to be better than others around me.  Tennis brought out the fire in me and I can’t believe I didn’t realize it until now. So now I know why every time I wanted to give up Tennis because of my asthma or because I couldn’t get my stroke right I couldn’t bring myself to leave the sport.

I feel like I’m sounding somehow like someone who has just be enlightened or something. This is something different for me hehe I just feel very lucky to have the life I have.  Krissa mentioned in a comment on my last post “how can your life be so good? and you’re 18!”.  Well I really thought about that and I can’t believe it either!   take care you guys

So I’m sorry I haven’t been active lately. I’ve been so lazy going to sleep at 4 waking up at 2 or 3pm. Ugh it’s getting to me already. I went to go buy Breaking Dawn at Wal-Mart at 12:01am! and I stayed up until 6:36am reading. hehe I haven’t finished the book because I kind of don’t want to. I don’t want it to end so I’m reading from time to time since I real very fast I have to limit my self on how much I read or else it’ll end quicker! Weird, i know but I don’t want finish the story yet.

Thanks to those of you who congratulated me on my boyfriend. Today we actually got into a fright and we “broke up”. We both over reacted but it’s fixed now. It started over tomorrow because we will have 2 years and 3 months. Well we were supposed to spend the day together but his uncle has been picking him up to go to work and I asked him to take tomorrow off but he freaked out and said that the shop had loads of cars to fix up and that he couldn’t and this and that. So I was pretty pissed off to say the least. I was really hoping to spend tomorrow with him since it’s the last monthaversary we’ll spend in a couple of months. And I’ll be leaving in 2 weeks so I want lots of time with him because I’m not ready to say goodbye.

Yesterday I went with myt mom to visit my grandparents in Mexico. I usually hate going because I feel so out of place. I rarely visit my relatives and when i do i’m seen like the little kid which is stupid because they treat my younger cousins as if they’re grown ups. I guess it’s because they never saw me too often. But yesterday was so much fun. I bonded with my mom, I bonded with my grandma and I really loved it. It sucks it’s just when i’m about to leave that I realize how much all these people really mean to me.

Well not much has happened lately. Except today I went to best buy and bought myself Paint Shop Pro Photo X2 for $50 bucks. That’s pretty cheap considering it’s usually $99. hehe Oh and my dad will be buying me a new tv on friday we had to back order it because it wasn’t in the store but it’s cute! It’s HD, flat, with a dvd player on the side.

Hopefully tomorrow I’ll hang out with my boyfriend at night since that’s the only time I’ll be able to see him. Poor boy is exhausted from working at the auto body repair shop. Any suggestions on what could cheer him up maybe a homemade snack or something? Well bye bye everyone! I’m off to read more and watch The Secret Life of the American Teenager on ABC amazing show!

On to some site-related news… I finally validated bottledlove.net! I was so happy. Took me about 3 hours but now it is CSS and XHTML validated.  Well the blogs at least.  I need to edit some minor things in the content pages and it will all be good. But still it’s a huge step from the 194 errors that I started out with.

Lately I’ve developed a new love for Gossip Girl.  Last semester I picked up a book at my school library that caught my attention and I began reading it then I found out it was part of whole series of books! jeje So now I spent half of yesterday and possibly more than half of today watching the complete first season.  I love it. My favorite characters are Blaire and Chuck hence the fan listings I joined. 

Thanks for those of you who left me supporting comments about my work problem! You guys are right- I have to put my foot down.  I’m just thankful that I’m going to quit in a couple of weeks before I take off to college.  I need a change from that job. Well that’s it for now. It’s 3 am and I really need some rest already. Take care!

I added smilies to the blog yesterday and now i need to update my credits page. lol But yes new smilies and I made the comment forms ajax with the help of a plug-in. Only one new adoption was added but i have a bunch more that i’ll add before this week is over. I’ve been thinking of putting up a new layout but I don’t know what I’d like yet… jeje

Oh! On July 6th I went with my ex boyfriend/boyfriend (i don’t know at this point) to the movies. We watched Wanted. It’s amazing! We really enjoyed it. jeje But enough about the movie. He bought me $100 worth of hello kitty goodies! He bought me 2 bags, a little fan, two plushies a small and a bigger one, a pen, and a charm for my cell phone. jeje hard to believe it came out to $100. I loved it though and I bought him an xBox 360 game TopSpin 3. Things are pretty good so far. I can’t wait to go on vacations already! I want to know what it’s like to spend so much time with him. I wonder if we’ll get tired of each other or what will happen. Oh I totally forgot- he bought me flowers this past Friday. They’re purple roses because purple is my favorite color. He’s finally really starting to change the way he is. I love it!

I wish I could quit work already! I’m so tired of having to leave notes about my schedule such as days that I really can’t go and then have the lady who does the schedules put me the days that i specifically asked her not to! It’s really annoying to have to go tell the store manager that I can’t work those days because I feel like it makes me look back in front of him but it’s not my fault.

Well for now that’s it! You can catch me on plurk though i’ve been on it a lot lately!

Hey everyone! Finally back from my orientation! :)  It was awsome!  4 days in the dorms with no mom or dad to tell you what to do or at what time to do it.  I learned how hard it is to manage your time on your own!  I had to attend a bunch of meetings that had to do with diversity and such.. Also I had a roomie! lol She was pretty nice. Besides that I learned that you meet a lot of people in a crowded elevator! jejeje It took me like 5 hours to figure out my schedule then the next day I had to go back to my advisor after I registered for classes so that she could get me into a FIG (First-year Interest Group)  so I could get my scholarship (one of the conditions was to be in a FIG).  Thankfully my schedule is all set up now. :)  Now I have to get my loans and scholarships to pay the tuition and housing… But there’s still time for that.

I brought the lover back a t-shirt and some wristbands from UT.  He really liked the stuff! And I think he really missed me lol.  Tomorrow, Sunday, we should have had 2 years, 1 month.  It’s so weird because even though we’re not together at the moment, we got a lot closer.  Jealousy is gone now and we don’t argue for the stupidest things when we see each other on weekends.  Yesterday he told me that where he’s working at his uncle’s that girls come up to him and ask him all the time if he wants to go to parties..  It pissed me off to hear that but he told me that he doesn’t want an easy girl and that that’s all there is over there.  jejeje After I got over that little piece of knowledge I laughed it off and said well they might want to *ahem* bang you but I’m the one that gets to do it! :P  I just couldn’t resist. It’s true though.. I know now that he’s in love with me and well so what if those girls want him or whatever, I’m the one he loves and I’m happy like that.

Later on I asked him if this break of ours was never gonna end and if it wasn’t then tha he should tell me now.  He grabbed my face and told me that that wasn’t his intention at all that we would go back.  Also he’ll be going with me and my parents to.. Las Vegas! :)  Anyways, we’re going out tomorrow so I need to look cute! :)Oh! Before I forget, I went with him and his mom & brother yestserday to see the fireworks show at the island and WOW those suckers are huge!

It’s good to be back home!  See you all later!

I’m still going to be on twitter for short little updates about the trip and I might take my laptop but my dad doesn’t want me to take it for fear of it being lost or stolen so we’ll see.

By the way, I just have to get this out. I had the most amazing day today. After an extremely bad fight with the lover I was over at his house and he confessed how none of the things he said during our arguement were true which really made me happy as he said some pretty upsetting things (those of you at teahouse mb know). Well long story short. We made up and it was one of the most beautiful things. I actually cried out of pure happiness. There’s times when I think that he might be the one so I hope that our relationship can be fixed and saved because we both love each other very much. He asked me for space though and that’s what I’ve been doing for the past week. It’s so hard but I’m doing it! lol I’m just so happy that after a week of not seeing him and talking to him for a maximum of 1 hour in the whole week that he still can say he loves me and that he missed me.

So for the trip I’m bringing him back a souvenir shirt that says “someone at Austin loves me!” hehe I asked him about it and he said he would really like one in fact he said that he saw a shirt at old navy that said “Austin loves me” but was mad at me at the time so he didn’t buy it. lol

Okay so it was supposed to be a short entry but anyhow I had to get that all out! Take care everyone and I’ll see you Thursday!